Personal ramblings

  To Skye Zeer Of course, if you want me to remove this or change the names just let me know, either as a comment here or as a message somewhere. I will probably add more to this, but I kinda had to get something out there. Skip to “Growing uncertainty” if you wish to get the shorter post. I’ve also written extensively in 2018, on another post, about my experiences in the game, and some of that, or most of it, overlaps with you. You’ve had many names. E’jusana Belhi, M’ayonaka Belhi, Mayoto Belhi, Skye Azene and finally Skye Zeer. Each reflects a period of your playtime in XIV, but also a period of our friendship. From the very flirty and laid back E’jusana days, to learning the game and venturing into endgame as M’ayonaka, to succeeding both in terms of romance, but also in terms of endgame content as Mayoto to coming into your own as Skye Azene, finally evolving into Zeer having found your match. Of course, you also have a real name, and I did consider using your first name as th...

To Tyke Morbult  It’s funny. I never considered our friendship ending a possibility, but now it is inevitable. We’ve drifted away, without doubt for the last time, at least for a while. I’m unsure if it can ever be mended, but maybe it wasn’t anything to begin with? Or, and this is what I’m leaning heavily towards nowadays, I think our friendship was incredible, but it got fucked by slight nicks here and there as we journeyed together. A scrap here resulted in a fight there, and all the while our friendship kept taking knock after knock. It was bound to come undone at some point, or? Also, as with other posts - feel free to leave a comment, or elsewhere contact me and I’ll remove your name from this post + others. My intention isn’t to have you necessarily read this, but if you do then I want you to know you existed and that our friendship carried significance. Also, while I do think I have a great memory, it’s always selective, and so I may remember things happening at some point ...