Personal ramblings

This is my FFXIV Chronologicum 'book', an outpouring of memories in text written in a really dark period of my life at the beginning of 2018. I don't know what's in it anymore, I haven't read it, nor do I remember it so I'm not sure I agree with myself, so keep that in mind. I wish to publish it here just to have it somewhere. I never finished it so nothing past 2018, sadly. Also, some of the images/videos may not work anymore. If you wish to read it on your own; click me, it'll open up a Google docs so make sure you can do so. Around 100 pages++

  To Yuki A’zuma or Mirasi -  Where do I even begin? I mean we haven’t really talked properly for at least a few years, and concurrent days of talking hasn’t happened since perhaps the time immediately following your departure from the FC. That, in itself, is now over four years ago. Four years ago. I find myself reflecting on my time in XIV and you were such a vital part of it for me for years, I remember looking forward to logging in so I could talk with you, or spend time with you. We didn’t have many interests in common, you were mainly a STEM- or anime person and I was mostly a social sciences or just your resident listener, but it was enjoyable. I remember spending so many hours just watching all of you, the ‘Bench Buddys’, interacting. You know what hurts a lot? The vast amount of time between then and now.  We became friends in April of 2014, and were great friends up until around 3.3, or mid 2016 or so. When you left the FC I felt that the world had shattered to...